Somebody I care about, you know, they told me a story not
too terribly long ago about the time they were walking on
the trail, and I'm not saying anything about this
particular place here, there's no subtext to that, simply
that I am out on the trail looking into the underbrush and
I'm thinking about the story they told, and I think about
what happened with the tallies. Uncensored, and it was walking down the trail, this person
that I care about, she described, all of a sudden this man
came out of the bush and he started, he didn't have any
shoes on, and he just asked me if I know about Jesus, if I
'm a Christian, and if I'm 18, and like, and then she scur
ried,
you know, she just said, I'm under 18, you know, it was, it
was, and then she walked away, but she didn't make, you
know, she had to stay calm, she had to stay cool, she had
to stay collected,
she had to stay calm, she had to stay calm, she had to stay
calm, she had to not react, and she did all of that, I mean
, she did, you know, she navigated a weird situation, who
knows, maybe it was just, but you don't know, you don't
know, you don't know who's hiding in the bush,
you don't know who the spiders are, and how many times have
I walked down the path, but because of, because I'm not
interesting, I'm not a woman, girl, and I'm just big enough
to look like I'd be a problem,
or just got a grumpy enough face that they just don't want
to deal with my stuff, I'll probably start crying and
telling them my life story,
um, but, uh, you know, trying to, small here, but, you know
, and, and, and his men facing, you know, did they even
realize, did that guy even realize, uh, how weird he was,
was, was he planning that, was he just, uh, but, um, or he
was just hopped up on something, or would it be like,
what happened with a, um, uh, certain, uh, Vitale, unc
ensored guy, where he popped out, and, um,
um, on somebody on a trail, and he, he beat him up, and, uh
, the only reason I even know this,
is because I was working at SK, when he did, and it was a
really weird time, and I'm not out here to,
point fingers, everybody was in a really rough situation,
but, um, what I do want to talk about is,
the,
ramifications, you know,
the waves, they, they go out,
that are, uh, invisible, and that, uh, sometimes, you know,
the harm we cause,
causes a tsunami, for somebody else, and, uh,
that, they were always,
a woman, it was the target, and, uh,
I'm not standing here as some uber-feminist guy, who
understands the plight of women,
but I do understand the dichotomy of power, duality of
power, whatever,
and opportunists, and the opportunities that they're
seeking,
and that it isn't even a conscious thing to say I have the
privilege of being a man,
but that I actually, in a way,
have the privilege of,
well,
not being
the target of,
of their,
the opportunity that they're seeking,
to take advantage of,
to leverage. opportunists. I, I don't have all the words,
I don't have all the ideas,
but I do have an awareness,
that I've been in situations,
where I know,
that the person,
that I was depending upon,
didn't,
have the same,
risk,
um,
associated with,
the outcome of their actions,
and that,
they,
they,
yeah,
sure,
maybe they went to prison for a little while,
but they're back to being millionaires again,
from what I understand.